Strength

ABOUT TWO YEARS AGO MY MOTHER FELL IN OUR KITCHEN..... BYE THREE SECONDS HER FOOT WAS THE SIZE OF A BASKET BALL. SHE NEW SOMTHING WAS WRONG SO SHE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL. IT WAS SO SWELLED SHE HAD TO GO BACK AFTER THE SWELLING WENT DOWN... THEY THEN FIGURED OUT IT WAS A LEIS FRANK FRACTURE. LOOK IT UP. SHE BROKE HER MID FOOT IN FIVE PLACES AND BAICICLY SHATTERED HER FOOT. SHE GOT ONE SURGERY WITH SCREWS, PINS NEEDLES AND WIRE. SHE THEN GOT ANOTHER TO TAKE THE HARDWHERE OUT. AFTER THAT SHE LIVED FOR ABOUT A YEAR GETTING SPECIAL STEROID SHOTS ( GOOD STEROIDS) AND WAS IN AGONIZING PAIN FOR ABOUT 4-5 MONTHS. WHEN I WENT AWAY TO CAMP THAT YEAR IT WAS PROBABLY THE HARDEST THING TO GO THROUGH FOR ME BECAUSE I AM VERY CLOSE WITH MY MOTHER AND KNOWING I COULDNT HELP HER WHILE I WAS AWAY WAS REALLY SAD. I DO HAVE TWO BROTHERS AND A DAD, BUT THEY DONT HELP MUCH.... BUT ANYWAY SHE JUST GOT A SURGERY ABOUT A MONTH BACK AND HAD TO CERAMIC BALLS PUT IN HER FOOT AND SHE STILL FEELS PAIN. ITS PROBABLY THE WORST THING IN HER LIFE AND SHE SAID IT WAS WORSE THAN HER 3 CHILD BIRTHS PUT TOGETHER. THIS IS WHAT STRENGTH IS ALL ABOUT...

Weird!

Let loose, don't hold back! Have a great time and never look back! Be WEIRD! A friend once said to me, " Being weird only means you not afraid to be yourself" the word weird... when you use that definition, is written ALL over me. Ya people think i am crazy, wacko, insane, and WEIRD. i ~love~ to be weird! Thats just me, i want people to know me for who i am, not somone who is i am a weird funny, crazy person, but thats what makes me, and like people say when you go on a diet, dont think of it as that, think of it as a "lifestyle" and that is just what kind of lifesytle i want to live! I just figure, humor, laughs and smiles! Laughter makes you live to the fullest, But laughter does come with a price, you have to be....


WEIRD!

Phyliss

If somthing ever happened to you, i would die before i could even cry. You are my BEST friend. We have a list of inside jokes that is longer than my mom's shopping list and a combined friend bond that will never be broken. With my lips bright red from juice popcicles and a crazy sales lady following us around buying plushes, we are constantly laughing around eachother. You think the worng things about yourself. you're a skinny, pretty, girl, and you DON'T look like a dog (bow-wow bark bark!, though you weren't the one looking like one) Your my BEST friend. i know who likes you, who you like and your personal inner secrets you only tell to a person who is worthy of a good "heart to heart." You know who i like, and why, and you completly understand me, not somone i am when i'm around other other people acting different, you know me, not someone else.

♥u

Hate

Hate...

It's a big word, not in size, but in meaning.

Don't be a hater,

Make peace not war.


Be a lover...

I'm sorry

My attitude went off the charts, i'm sorry. I don't always realize the work you do for me, i'm sorry. I don't help you as much as i should, i'm sorry. I wish i could grant your every wish but i can't, i'm sorry. I take advantage of my privileges, and your one of them, i'm sorry. You can't see my real feeling about you because i can't express them with words and letters, i'm sorry.I wish i could do more for you, but i can't, i'm sorry. I waish you never fell in the kitchen,but it wasn't your fault or mine, i'm sorry.

You make life for me worth my while, Thank you.

Whispers

Whispers are secrets
Whispers are lies
Whispers are funny
Whispers are friends
Whispers are sad
Whispers are not meant to be heard
Whispers are fun, if your inside listening,
If your outside,


Whispers hurt...